Have you ever felt something that meant absolutely nothing? Something that was really nothing? Under the spotlight of darkness, you forget it all – the pain, the sorrow, the wrong choices that brought you to where you are today. Then you wonder, why am I feeling the way I am? I brought all of this onto myself without even realizing I did till now.
Caught up in myself, I forget it all. Or at least I try to.
Mamiya 645 1000s | Fujifilm Neopan 100
In my previous blog post, I mentioned that I recently got a new camera – a Mamiya 645 1000s – my first ever medium format camera. I also mentioned that I haven’t had roll processed yet due to chicken pox. But to my luck, my oh so very helpful boyfriend dropped by the other day and took care of the roll for me! Now before I go ahead and share with you a few photos, I would just like to give a disclaimer: I need new glasses. Almost all the shot are out focus. Nevertheless, see how I tried and failed at this.
Mamiya 645 1000s | Kodak Portra 160
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